Gary: My First Year
Did I truely believe she had come all the way from the sky just to fall on me?
I guess it was what I mostly wanted to believe anyway.
I wanted to be greater than Jupiter, standing next to her in Person
I wanted to get as high as possible
I just felt the urge in me to give her all I had
and maybe, just maybe, some of what I even did not have.
I remember the first glance on the day we finaly got to meet,
which made me buy my knife the day after.
I felt like a god back then holding my knife
with the resolve that it was goanna be the only thing worthy of taking her life.
I guess it was what I mostly wanted to believe anyway.
I wanted to be greater than Jupiter, standing next to her in Person
I wanted to get as high as possible
I just felt the urge in me to give her all I had
and maybe, just maybe, some of what I even did not have.
I remember the first glance on the day we finaly got to meet,
which made me buy my knife the day after.
I felt like a god back then holding my knife
with the resolve that it was goanna be the only thing worthy of taking her life.
posted by Einhornin @ 10:52 PM
2 Comments:
A very deep, dark poem, Gary..I like it..
Stay safe,
Faye
I'm glad you did, dear Faye. It is about the first year Gary had met his future wife. He was still a teenager back then. On the day I wrote it, I felt so much like Gary I had to write this. :)
And thank you, I am safe here in Berlin. But about my family and friends back home... I wonder.
Greetings,
Gary
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