thermodynamics

I feel like drinking glasses of beer, maybe non stop, no, I do not like to smoke pot or anythink of the sort. But I absolutely feel like quenching myself in light beer and music. what happens if I never take up university? I need someone to tell me it's out of question.
It's just not who I am. I want to stroll down the unidentified paths. I want to see the world, I want to go crazy, I want to do what is absolutly future corrupting. I want to die young.
I prefer living fast and leaving soon.