selfness

It has never been so important to be me

never more necessary

never more foundamental

never ever

I have never wanted it so bad

never paid such great attention to it

never craved it like this

never ever

For the first time I feel loved

for what I am

as well as abondonned

for what I want

Please just let me free

let me breethe the morning breeze

let me look with my own eyes

let me pace this old earth on my own feet

I don't want to give up

I don't want to look like your masks

I don't want to whistle your rhymes

I don't want to live like you model

I will take up the pain

I will look foreward to the suffering

I will welcome the injuries

I will laugh at the grief

Just leave the rest of me to me!